Missing my love

So today makes only 7 days since you left and i miss you so much, but every time i think of your beautiful eyes or your loving soft touch I seem to melt into this place of memory's and everything else fades away and it then seems as if you've only been gone for a few hours. With you by my side and in my heart life is so much easier, all the forks seem to just disappear from the roads and i have an amazing reason to smile.I absolutely love having you to call my love you will never fully understand what you mean to me but i plan on spending the rest of our lives showing you, I will always be here waiting for you to return. No one will ever replace you or take your spot  I am yours & you are mine and I am so excited that this will remain the same forever. I thank God for you every night; he gave me so many amazing  things to be grateful for and I count you as the second best. I will never imagine my life without you because you are my everything and no one will ever measure up to you.


Oh baby i hope you miss me as much as i miss you.
Forever yours Truthfully & Faithfully


I love you Benjamin H Olds
xoxoxo

{ Welcome to my head }

I miss you every second you have to go away from me..

But you are my hero and I will always support you & stand by your side  

Like I always say" I hate missing you but I love having you to miss"

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My momma bear is very sad right now & it breaks my heart

My stepfather has cancer & i know they are both really scared

But all i can do is send prayers & love there way.

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SO I was checking my email & I see a report on 6 teenagers who drowned trying to save each other after falling into an 18ft sinkhole in the Red River in Shreveport,LA while family friends just had to watch them drown screaming for there lives because no one knew how to swim: Y in the world would all these children be in water if they cant swim :Oh my can you imagine 
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So today is Day 54 of my battle & I can say im doing very good Had an interview today that went really well hopefully ill have good news tomorrow. I do not get to see my jamin today, & if I get this job I may not see him till next weekend.

Sucks huh,

Well this is my life welcome to it

 & now

Church Time with the family 

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TNT